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"How To Love"

You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love
How to love

You had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever
Now you in the corner tryna put it together
How to love
How to love

For a second you were here
Why you over there?
Its hard not to stare, the way you moving your body
Like you never had a love
Never had a love

When you was just a young’un you’re looks but so precious
But now your grown up
So fly its like a blessing but you can’t have a man look at you for 5 seconds
Without you being insecure
You never credit yourself so when you got older
It’s seems like you came back 10 times over
Now you’re sitting here in this damn corner
Looking through all your thoughts and looking over your shoulder

See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love
How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever
Now you in the corner tryna put it together
How to love
How to love

For a second you were here
Why you over there?
Its hard not to stare the way you moving your body
Like you never had a love
Had a love

You had a lot of dreams that transform to visions
The fact that you saw the world affected all your decisions
But it wasn’t your fault
Wasn’t in your intentions
You the one here talking to me
You don’t wanna listen
But I admire your poppin bottles and dippin’
Just as much as you admire bartending and stripping
Baby, so don’t be mad
Nobody else trippin
You see a lot of crooks and the crooks still crook

See You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love
How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever
Now you in the corner tryna put it together
How to love
How to love

Oooh,
See I just want you to know
That you deserve the best
You’re beautiful
You’re beautiful
Yeah

And I want you to know, you’re far from the usual
Far from the usual

You see you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love
How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever
Now you in the corner tryna put it together
How to love
How to love

See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love
How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever
Now you in the corner tryna put it together
How to love
How to love

story of sem 1

huhuhu....sem 1 da hbes..

yay!! diam x diam aku da setel sem 1 die universiti aku...

skang tgah cuti sem...2mggu..ok laa..blh je aku lpak2 umah..jalan2 ngn family..hehehe..

hmmmm...aku kn cite apa??

bkn nk blagak apa laa kan..bru sem 1..hahaha..

alhamdulillah laa..ada yg berjalan lancar ade yg x..yg x tu aku da setelkan dah..huhuu..

apa yg aku da langsaikan kt sem 1??hmm...

blaja laaa..haa..pastu main futsal (skali soccerstreet daa..) 

tp xpe...dpt laa num 2 kan..hehehe..bgge tu..mcm2 kwn aku jmpe dah..

alhamdulillah stakat ni sume blh trima kwn ngn aku..kalo ade yg x puas ati tu..

meh aa jmpe aku..bgtau..nnt aku mntk maaf aa ke apa..huhuu..

pic2 masa sem 1?? xde doh..kwn2 aku sume cm x berminat je nk snap pic..

apa yg pnting bg dorg..frenship..aku rse aa..sbb pic blh snap bila2..

nk kekalkn frenshipaku rse susah kot..ok laa kwn2 aku..

paling best dorg ske berlawak aa..g msu ade je kwn lawak..

balik msu...ade je mmber ske wat lwak...time lpak..jgn cite aa kan..

tp paling best baru2 ni aa..lpak ngn kwn2 aku..

bnda berlaku kat pak li seksyen 7...hahahaha!!

nk dicerita kan mmg pnjg..tp tu laa aku rse paling best..

tp kalo the best of the best..sah2 aa dpt main futsal..hahaha!! tu aku ske tu..

hope dpt lg aa main..masok tournament..lawan2 sronok2.. :)

aku harap bnda ni akan berkekalan aa smpai bila2..sem bpe2 pun..

dah grad ke apa..huhuhu..ok..

suwey senawang - shah alam

mcm biasa,,

spt 3 tahun lpas..

aku blaja kt shah alam..pastu x menjd..bwak semban balik bru menjd..

then da hbes..dtg balik shah alam..

1st,mggu pertama..aku x berminat nk pki apa2 lg kenderaan..

mggu kdua..aku balik laa umh nk amek mtor..sblm tu ayah aku suh servis..

die kata tkar minyak itam n minyak gear je.aku pn buat laa..nk servis lain duit rm50 jah.

ingt sehat laa sume scoot aku tu..ok..esk tu ahad eh..

aku pn grak laa g shah alam..smpi kt pntu dpan nk kuar taman..aku da lain..

aku patah balik umah..cek tayar jap..ok cun xde pe..

then aku gerak laa..mmg aku rse x sdap hati bwak mse tu..

aku bwak je..ngeng ngeng ngeng..hahaha.bwak..smpi dengkil..

sbb rse nk kencing plak mse tu kn..bwak pn cm xsdap je kn..

ngn lagi2 motor yg da uzur skit..

ok dah kencing..aku smbung perjalanan..elok2 je kuar dengkil rnr..

meter motor aku turun beb..aku da gelisah..sbb sblh tu ade jalan yg org bru trun dr fly over..

motor mkin lama mkin slow..aku sedaya upaya bwak motor tu ke tepi jalan..

tiba2 ade kete bru trun dr fly over laju weh..motor nk mampus da ni..aku da cuak aa..

skali mkin lama makin dkt keta tu ngn aku..die hon aku lama2..bukan salah aku T.T

lg pn aku x brek kot..huhuhu..pastu..tpat2 smpi tepi jalan..motor pn innalillah..

aku da agak panik..aku call ayah..ayh kuatkn smngt aku..suh try start motor tu lg..

fuh amin..idup die..ok smbung bwak..ngeng3..smpi hicom n btol2 dpn proton tu..

MATI lagi.. T.T kali ni aku berhati2..aku bwak tepi..

mati..ok xpe..aku hidupkn lagi..idup lg die.. =='

smbung lg jalan..pastu x sdap ati..singgah aa jap kt petronas dpan kpj tu haa..crik kwn..

call laa wan..mjur die bru balik dr kl..n nk smpi shah alam dah..

die suh aku tggu kt s2..aku gegas aa g ngn harapan motor x mati..ok amin..

smpi dah kt s2..die bwak aku g s7..cri kedai mtor tkar plug..ok..tkar2..

setel..mse tu wan da balik da sbb die x smayang lg..aku pn..ok je la..

da siap tkar plug tu..jalan aa balik s13 kn..blom smpi aku kuar dr s7..

mati lg motor aku..kali ni dramatik skit..

mati dpan petronas..ngn ujan rebas n kilat skit2..aku mmg da panik..dpan ade old town..

xpe2..aku cool..try start..kali ni mampus trus..x blh idup..

aku da gelabah..crik aa kwn2 uitm..nk cntct wan die tgh bru balik tman aku..

aku crik2 aa kwn aku..pastu..ntah cm ne..si myra kwn aku ni blh plak nk g petronas isi minyak..

aku plak tgh terkial2 start motor..aku nmpk die..malu pn malu..

jatuh saham aku skjap..nk di pendekkn cita..lpas aku call ayah ibu sume..

dorg suh tgl kn motor kt tmpt slamat.maka aku tolak laa dpan old town sana..

gedik2 laa aku tolak..nseb x jauh..sbrang jalan je..

pastu aku nek aa ngn myra..aku suh die brenti mana2 jap..sbb da panik kn..

pastu..da setel sume..aku suh die bwak aku mkan..ajak aa si gem..kembar sngt die tu..

hahahaha..aku dlm panik2 ni pn demand lg kt myra tu..gagahaha..sorry weh.. :p

pastu aku ajak die lpak makan..mkan2 sume..pastu..dgn tnpa rasa segan silu..

aku suh die hntr aku kt s13..ahhaha..maka die pn hntr laa aku..

fuh..nseb aku mse tu mmg malang aa..malu..dan sebagainya..

tp ade laa jgak lawak2 skit..dimana aku n gem menghangat kn suasana mse mkan tu..

lpe trus cita pasal motor..bkk cita lain..

tp dalam masa sma sempat lg ngata aku tu..haah..xpe2..

myra plak snyap je..aku bnyk kne kn die..hahaha..pasrah je die..smpi die kata die terpksa nk hntr aku balik..

jahahaha..ok laa tu je..

berjela ayat aku..

aku yakin xrmi yg bce.. ;p

salam..

tanx 

aku kalah lagi.

haih...............................................

nk kata apa lg..

aku mmg seorg yg mcm sume yg da knl n blh trima aku..

sorry..aku ni jnis yg x kn brubah demi org lain..

aku adalah aku..

mana blh jd org lain..dah mmg aku ni kdg2 agak kasar..

n blh buat org sentap sikit kdg2 sentap banyak..huhu

nk wat cm ne..aku mmg cm ni..

kwn2 rapat aku je akn knl sapa aku..

terutamanya yg pempuan aa.ex2 aku pn jgn kata aa..

sume lari sbb aku ni berksar bhse..haha..

apa2 lah weh..n

kalo laki nk sentap2 ngn aku xtntu pasal..bek xpyh jd kaum adam..

tp biar laa berpada org kata kn..

manusia..mana blh lari dr kesilapan..

hmm..

since org kg kata aku ni lembik..

motif laa nk kata aku lembik..

now aku da sombong da..aku kasar dah..kau pn x puas ati jgak..

apa msalah?ha? 

haa..tu laa punca aku jd cm ni..nk ikot kn aku ni jnis yg blh kata baik..

lembut ati aa org kata..since dlu nk ngata aku lembik..

haa..ni laa aku skang..da bsar jd cm ni..

pdan aa muka..jgn kata mak ayah aku x ajar aa..

sjak akhir2 ni..aku bnyk dgr org kg xpuas ati ngn aku..

xpuas ati jgn babitkn mak ayah aa..dtg sndr jmpe aku..

biar aku explain terang2..

ok..haa..ni da msok cita zaman dlu ni..aku xblh aa cm ni kn..

kang kata aku aibkn org plak..

dah baik salah..da jahat pn salah..ape yg dorg ni nk aku pn xpaham..

)(**&(%^&#%^#$

rumah usang

haih..

bru 3 hari aku lpak sni...hmm..

aku mlas aa dok umh ni sbnrnya,..

aku pn xtau nk kata apa..

agak truk jgak laa die nye keadaan..

tp nk buat cm mana doh..

ini je yg dkat..

n org kata tmpt aku duduk ni tmpt itam..

ntah aaa aku pn xtau..

aku xtau sngt sjarah tmpt ni..

msu mmg da best sngt..

tp time nk balik umah je..

aku cm aih..hilang smangt..

aku nk amek air smayang pn..

haih..xtau nk ckp cm mana...tuhan je tau apa aku rse skang

ingt lpas ada motor ni..aku nk pndh laa..

gila ok dok sni..aku pn agak tkot..

bdak2 die mmg ok..tp umah ni je,,

bye